HI there! I'm always hoping that everybody's life is great! Sometimes, when I see people laugh freely (not the evil laugh and not the cover-cover laugh when people with opposite sex is around!) really make me happy..(eventhough i don't know that person)...Farhain and Haidir really fall in that category of laugh!(Did you know?: Dr Muhd said, Farhain means happy-happy...it's double the happiness!! I might consider this name if I have a daughter)
This year, I'm trying my best to be thankful to what I have instead of wanting something that I don't have(like Nink Vujicic said)....For examples..I am really jealous to other girls because they are girlish .sob...eventhough I AM A GIRL!! I'm not girlish and I can't figure out why. In medicine..when we can't figure out the reason, we'll call it 'IDIOPATHIC'....when the cause of the disease is idiopathic, the prognosis or outcome is poor because we can't treat the underlying disease..This situation is 100% similar to mine.
Examples: Girls do crazy( I mean really really really crazy) for something..but I never had that craziness!!
-Like...my bestfriend would go and search for Glay, Nicholas Tse CD, posters, bookmark...and many more(lately,she's into Zaquan Adha....am I spelling the name right?)
-I heard one of my friend bought a new handphone simply because the models of the handphone model is her favourite Korean group....
I REALLY DO WANT TO EXPERIENCE THAT!! To me, it makes a girl's life more colourful. Oh I forgot! My colours are dull colours :like blue, brown, grey,green..(I love them)
so, now I want to stop the feeling of wanting more..because it will only make me sad(a little).
Instead, I want to hang out with new friends. Doing whatever things that come to my mind. Loving myself, friends and family more!
I love car boot sale! Eventhough that day was extremely hot and I had a sore throat(I hate sore throat!) kena pegi jugak sbb keluarga aku kirim baaaanyaaak barang!
This goat is really cute!- watching at the camera when I wanted to take pictures!
Shopping with some new friends :)
Let's talk about something else, shall we? At last,the ENGAGEMENT CEREMONY OF MY SISTER went well! Eventhough I'm tired, it's somehow a happy day. I was happy that my sister trust my make up skill when she asked me to help her make up(I'm not a pro so, my cousin also helped). x sia2 aku punye masa berminit habis depan cermin sblm keluar! So, congratulations Kakak! I hope that you're happy with Fahmi. Kalau x............*@%$>&^!
I was really happy that many of her friends came from all over Malaysia to see her. I do hope that when my time comes, my friends will do the same :)
I think..it's hard to be a Malay because we have engagement ceremony and it is complicated. We must have tepak sirih, sireh junjung( I really think we don't need it because we just don't eat sirih like old days)...and must satisfy both family members...it's not easy. I don't hate the traditions though(because it makes us different)..but the most difficult part,it is MONEY consuming!!! Oh I wish to have western-like engagement like "will you marry me" for all of the sudden, and "I,do", and have the ring and "WE'RE ENGAGE!!!" as simple as that!
Uh!Uh! My bestfriend, Fatin also came :) It's a heart-breaking not to be able to go out with her for soooo long and I think, I've started to develop a jealous feeling toward her boyfriend because of that! Sabar..sabar...just don't think about things that I dont have..Just thankful that I was able to see her this time :)
SO EVERYBODY...START YOUR DAY/YEAR WITH HAPPY THINGS, HAPPY THOUGHTS AND HAPPY FACE!!!
