Headache??It's something that rarely occur to me..But lately...i have a feeling that i have a headache when I have to study statistic.It is not an actual headache..it's just a feeling of "I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS!!"..It's a weird..weird feeling.
Right now, I'm attending a class in the computer lab..I don't understand a thing!! I know this is not the lecturer's problem..Then, I'm asking myself.."am I stupid?" then,part of me say "definitely not!". Then, I remember that I had experienced this thing before: That was when I was studying additional mathematics and taekwondo before. I know that I have no talents-what so-ever..but I'm good at not giving up.So, I have decided that I will try and try(eventhough each time i do really bad I feel down and down..but i never crash!) even if I'm really pathetic at those things!
oh yes!one thing that I somehow feel stupid is this blog! I have a blog..but I thing it's very ugly(because I'm very bad in computer stuffs) and I feel ashame to show it to other !So,the total number of people know about my blog is less than 5! yeah,I am pathetic..
LAST WEEK, I and Adia had a 5 days agreement of kesopanan. Since we are aware that we are really rough in our movements,words and MY clothes..we had challenged ourselves:
1.NOT TO USE ANY CURSING WORDS(not even "stupid")
2.WEAR BAJU KURUNG FOR 5DAYS(this was a big problem for me!)
3.JANGAN MENGELUH(the hardest part ever)
Lately, I found out that mengeluh is not good!sssssso...I try to reduce it!
I am waiting eagerly for the midsem and Chinese New Year break..I'm missing my family and I hope that I can spend more time with them! :)
