hi! i haven't wrote anything since last year! i became busier, older(mind and body), lazier...but everyday is a new day, yet, it still feel the same..
i know i'm a happy person with a complicated mind (its hard for people to read me, but i read people pretty easily!!)..i hate negative thinking..so, i really dislike to be around negative-thinking people! it's like she has the dark aura that can coat and eat up my happiness!!
let me teach a little bit, the way to think that can lead to happiness!!
of course as a human, we have sadness and difficulties. Allah Maha Adil. He makes people equal. every people have something they good at (eventhough i can't find mine yet), and something they're lacking.so..
1. think that you're a lucky person because you have something that other people don't
2. think that eventhough you're lacking (whatever it is),
a) other people are worse (if it is impossible to change.for example: you are short)
b) you're trying your best to change it (if it is possible to change.for example:grades)
it's no use to be jelous to other people. just throw it away.you'll never be happy.
"it is easy for you to say"...throw these words too. of course it is easier for other people to say if they didn't experience it. "don't judge me because you never experienced it!!"
why don't we just listen to every advice that we received (if the people who giving the advice is trying to help us). why don't we TRY to make the actions as easy as the advice?if we want to wait for the people who has similar problem with us to give us advice,please tell me how long must we wait.
other tip to be happy: whatever good deeds that you've done, don't expect people to thank you, don't expect people will appreciate it and return your kindness. be sincere. do good deeds because of GOD or because you want to. if you are not sincere, this thing might happen:
you saw a very thin dog.so, you gave it food. but, the dog suddenly bit you..what are you doing after that?you kick the dog??please remember that God is just testing your sincerity here..not only you fail the God test, your hand is bleeding, you got a sin from kicking the dog, and you're not happy too...
stop blaming others, stop give excuses for your weakness. put aside your ego. we never NEEDed egos anyways. life is better without it.
A:'you keep babbling about gaining weight,why don't you exercise??"
B:'i can't run.i had an accident before, and injured my knee. i like to go to the gym, but there is no gym here'
A:"there are plenty way of exercise that don't use knee.."
B:'.....'
it is easier to answer like this B:'because i'm lazy'. throw ego= save your energy to talk.
if you're in trouble, don't expect people to help/sympathize you. why?
1. it makes you independent and makes you weak
2.other people have their own world and problems too
3.you will be really sad if no one help you
if you have problems, 1st of all, please remember that you are strong. you always have God with you. if there is a person that is willing to help, just thank God, thank the person and be happy!why do you want to add your misery?you already have a problem, why create another sadness(that nobody helps you)?
conclusions: happiness is mostly the way you think.
bukannya aku nak tunjuk baik.aku x baik pon.at least, i'm trying to be happy everyday.i really hate people who never tried.
i talked to a friend, Farah about ' i dislike being around negative thinking people' thing. and she said " she has problems, ya know. i think you are being selfish". so, at last, i think, i am being selfish here(negatifnye aku..)..it's good to have friends that can speak directly to my face.so, i've decided that i try not to run away from this person who is very negative and try to make her see that life is great, like i did for years..and i'm thinking back, she is improved a lot and happier than she used to compared to the 1st time i met her. furthermore, she is one of the people who is really nice to me and a friend that i tresure a lot.
enough of the babbling. i experienced happiness this year. on 30 january,my older sister gave birth to my 1st nephew!! i really enjoy my days as an aunt. i want to have my own children too! since i'm mentally prepared, and i also have the right BMI to get pregnant..the only thing that stops me that i don't have a husband!!!! anyways, i'm looking foward to be a nanny to my nephew during my semester break!!
my beloved nephew
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