it's been a while..

i didn't write for so long.....then, one of my friends said "hey, i read your blog"...then, i was thinking... "oh! actually i have a blog!" i said to her "really???i thought people wouldn't read it".....she said "then, WHY DO YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG???" ????? I just remain quiet...i forgot the reason..after days by days, i remember!

i wrote diaries when i was younger. i like to read my diaries after i didn't look at them for months. it was usually incredibly funny! one day, when i read one of my diary, i wrote : today when i was taking a bath, my head was accidently knocked on a tap..my head was hurting badly....

suddenly, i saw handwriting, that was not mine wrote: hahahaha...padan muke!tu la kau! byk dosa... i recognised the handwriting....it was my elder sister's!!!!!

so, after that i still continued writing in my diary... but..WITH FEAR!!!! i don't have a freedom to write again!

my parents, sisters and brothers are never netizens and i'm not a famous person to my friends...i'm not friendly...so, i feel safe writing here. i'm thinking, at least, maybe if there is a person who read this, she is not close to me, so i'm free of any embarrassment.

my life is fun.i'm good in make-myself-looked-dumb