one of the hot topics for new year is about their little sister/brother/cousin on their 1st day of school. my housemate talked about her little sister's 1st day, and suddenly i remembered mine :)
on that day, my father sent me to my kindergarten. i was 6 when i 1st entered school. my father kept saying "ayah will wait outside." i said "okay"."so, you'll go inside, alone"."okay"."don't cry"."i won't". "i will be outside. i won't go anywhere". "okay". then, i went in. i sat beside a girl. she said, "hi!i'm mimi(not her real name)". "oh, hi. hanani" i replied. "you know, i know how to write" said the friendly girl again."i see". then she brought out a book and wrote this:
about my father, hours after that, he came to my class and said "can i go home now?", "yes"."are you sure?". "yes"."are you sure you're okay?". "yes, i'm sure". "i'm really going now"."bye".then, he went back home. why was he acting like that? well, because my elder sister cried during her 1st day of school.
now, let's go to the 'E' story. socializing was my weakness, actually until today. my problem is, i don't know how to please people. i don't know how to make people to like me. i don't know how to make friends. when i was 6, i only had 2 friends.
then, the same thing also happened when i was 12. there were these 2 girls that were trying to be friendly with me. then, one of them said, "hey girls..look!what a cute guy!oh..i want to get his phone number". i said "why do you want his number?". "because i want to be his friend"."why do you want to be his friend?". "because he is cute?". "what is the relationship between friendship and cute guy?"."because it feels good?"."does being cute means that he will be a kind friend?". then,those 2 girls went quiet. those girls never chat with me again after that. i didn't mean to irritate people. its just i really don't understand,that's why i'm asking...after that, i never did that again so that people don't find me irritating. when i was in primary school, most of my friends are guys.i found it hard to communicate with girl my age.i didn't understand them.guys my age were tough and not sensitive at all.they didn't sulk and irritated easily.
when i was in secondary school, a friend said "look at that cute guy!". i said "where?where?(like i have interest of what she was talking about)"."THAT guy!", she said by pointing at him. "ooh...he looks okay(however, i don't think his cute)". "i want his phone number"."you better not".....and than we chat and chat about that guy. that's how i get more girl friends during secondary school. girls are fun!
bye!hope that 2013 will be a happy year for you!
