trying my best to free myself from the cave world!

I have received my fate to be a medical student. So I think,my youth time will be more more shorter. Everyday I try to please myself and try to do something new like having a Facebook, buying new beautiful handphone(before this,people used to make fun of my old handphone) ...and now, I'm making my own blog! Before this, I'm such a person like ' I can live without handphone and internet and having facebook or friendster will distract me' -just like a caveman(but I still think the same)..Then I realised,...when would I start to have all this kind of things? 30 years-old?40?50? If life goes the way I wanted, I will be very very busy when I'm getting older.

Then I realised that I'm spending lesser time with my family..I realised that my mother always text me or call me first because I'm always busy. I don't think this is acceptable. So, I've decided to call my family members at least once a week.

To me, the hardest part in my life are showing my true emotions and socializing (talking and stuff)-not good for ece. I know that I have less friends than an average people do. I do love my friends and family even if I'm not showing it. So,they always missinterpret me(sape suruh!)eventhough we didn't mean to do it,our actions count. So, I would like to appologize to all my friends because I didn't seem like keeping in touch with everyone(walau korang sentiasa diingati). Aku tau aku ni menjengkelkan..dah la nampak cam sombong..lg hilang tanpa khabar berita...memang cam org sombong pon! So, now that I have my Facebook,at least I want to show everybody that I like us to be friends forever.

To my one and only bestfriend, aku tau aku ni menjengkelkan(lg skali aku cakap), menyakitkan hati, when I don't see you for a long time, I got excited and talk much until sometimes, aku potong bila ko nak bercakap. Talking to you really make my day..so, please don't disown me(sesuai ke guna perkataan disown?aah..tibai je lah)..I'm really sorry..If sorry is not enough, nanti aku belanje ye..cakap je ko nak ape!

bye bye my caveman life!

tada!!!transforming...!